And I Darken
I have read some of Kiersten White's other books and this one definitely does not compare to them. It for sure wasn't her best book.
For starters, the love...triangle, maybe, idk what you call it, but whatever it is...it's pretty messed up. You have two siblings falling for the same guy, but of course Radu isn't going to catch the affections of Mehmed. For once it would be nice to have a book favor a romance between two guys. There doesn't seem to be enough. But that isn't my point. One sibling is fall head over heals for Mehmed and the other doesn't know how they feel. She has feelings, but she doesn't. One thing is for certain, they are both constantly thinking about Mehmed. He's not constantly seen throughout the whole book, but we sure do hear about him A LOT. I felt that it was little overboard.
I overall felt this book was a little boring. And a little too long. All of these singular thoughts about Mehmed just took up a lot of ink. I will read the next book, just because I am curious to see if it gets better. Hopefully, it does.
Lada despises the Ottomans and bides her time, planning her vengeance for the day when she can return to Wallachia and claim her birthright. Radu longs only for a place where he feels safe. And when they meet Mehmed, the defiant and lonely son of the sultan, who's expected to rule a nation, Radu feels that he's made a true friend—and Lada wonders if she's finally found someone worthy of her passion.
But Mehmed is heir to the very empire that Lada has sworn to fight against—and that Radu now considers home. Together, Lada, Radu, and Mehmed form a toxic triangle that strains the bonds of love and loyalty to the breaking point.
A retold history of Vlad Dracul III, And I Darken is the story of Lada, a princess born to a weak prince, who loves her motherland with a fervour and Radu, her younger brother who is the gentle prince everyone ignored. Lada, though being born a girl was determined from the start to not let it hinder her life. She was a vicious little thing right from her childhood, constantly getting into brawls and proving that she is the rightful daughter of a dragon. The first half of the book details the events until they come to 13 years of age, with their father betraying them, them being held as collateral at the Ottoman courts, and finding a new friend and a life there. The second half, taking place three years later, goes on about how they manipulate the strings of power for Mehmed, their friend, and lead him to his throne.
Lada's story deals with her rising to power from a situation of powerlessness. She is fierce, strong-willed, hard-headed and proud of her land. Throughout her childhood, she instills a healthy fear of herself in the kids around her - a way to control power when she has none. On the flip side, her younger brother Radu is constantly bullied and is often saved by her. Their relationship is troubled - she resents and loves him at the same time, while he clutches to her but also fears her. When transported to the foreign court,he hates the Sultan for taking away everything she held dear, particularly her home, while he rejoices in a new belonging. He embraces Islam, and finds peace in it, and their friendship with Mehmed settles them both for a while. They both have their ways of dealing with the people in the courts, skills that come to use later on in the convoluted mass of events that is the second half.
Now, love has awakened in this trio, and with it comes a shift in feelings, relationships and priorities. Mehmed is the heir, and with it come duties - duties which Lada never wants to be a part of. She rejects her femininity at every turn, because she has been raised to believe that being a woman gives her a disadvantage. However, through various women in the books, she learns the true meaning of power, and how to attain it. It is the core theme of the book - power and the lengths one would go to for attaining or keeping it. Radu seeks power for Mehmed's behalf, and his love for the him always takes precedence to every other consideration. Lada considers love a thing that would be used against her, and amasses her power to gain what she wants. The siblings are united as well as divided by their love for Mehmed, and if you know the history, you know how it will divide them in the end. For his part, I think Mehmed was quite weak in character, making me wonder what exactly these two see in him.
The writing of the book is spectacular, words flowing from chapter to chapter, from character to character. Lada's brilliance and sass (my god, I loved her sass) shines through, as well as Radu's gentle soul and cunning nature. There is a certain amount of ruthlessness contained in both, and as their hands are stained with blood, comes even more certainty that the book title is so apt. The plot of the book was also contained in so many different threads, lending a good deal of complexity to the story even when confined to two character POVs. There is political intrigue, as well as grey shades all over - each person is fighting for something they believe in, and you can't fault them for it. While I got into the story expecting to only love Lada and see another vicious anti-hero queen rise, I came to love Radu as well, feeling for him and his despair over always being the one looked over. Overall, it is a great start to the series and a book I would really recommend!
Received free galley from Corgi Childrens' as well as Delacorte Press, via Netgalley, in exchange for an honest review.
With Lada's lack of emotion and Radu's over-emotional state, I found it really hard to connect to a character so they weren't keeping me hooked when the action and plot was slow. I was really interested to see where Lada's story would go but sheesh, it just wasn't moving anywhere except changing physical locations. The first 30% of the book is essentially backstory about the children's childhood, the establishment of their relationship, and their struggle for their father's approval. I would have much rather seen so much of this told in stories along the way instead of starting all the way back at their birth and slowly creeping through the years. I FINALLY made it to the teenage years around 25% which I'm guessing is where the story kicks off but even still, nothing was quite developing. More characters were introduced and as much time as I spent with Lada and Radu, I still didn't feel connected to either one. I wasn't really rooting for Lada's ruthlessness and strength and I wasn't sympathetic to Radu. Their personalities were just a tad too extreme for me to really pick up on either one and enjoy their story.
This was the point where I was questioning whether I wanted to go on or not and I could tell it was probably a DNF when I started reading other people's reviews to see if I could be swayed to continue. Even the 4 and 5 star reviews didn't really encourage me to keep reading because they had praise for the writing style and characters, neither of which I was connecting with and usually that means that I just never will. I read that the action does pick up but another reviewer with the same issues as me was halfway through and still feeling like things were quite slow and still tell instead of show. It would have moved much better, I think, with either more action or more dialogue or both. There was just so much set-up that I felt like I never even touched the story itself and I'm not quite sure what the real purpose of the book is. I suppose I could continue to find out but I'm not really curious to find out at this point. Given the fact that I'm struggling so much now and likely won't enjoy the rest of the read AND it's a series that I may not continue, it's just not worth my time and effort right now. I made a pact with myself not to push through books I'm not enjoying and that means a DNF on this one.
Furthermore, this is the 4th Kiersten White book I've tried and the third I've DNFed. I really have tried to read her books because the concepts are just fabulous! I guess I really just don't connect with her writing or characters because after not finishing three our of four of her books, it's a strikeout for me and I probably won't try another one unless it's a serious landslide of amazing reviews. I think it's just not a match for the two of us.
This story is raw and blunt and unappologetic in the best way possible. The characters are all so flawed, to the point where you begin resenting them and their choices, but then empathy happens and your left understanding how these characters have been negatively affected by eachother and their families.
The plot is slow, not a lot happens; the conflict isn't a relevant and daunting asppect. But the growth and development of the characters is the focus, and it shouldn't be any other way.